Hello again my friends! Itâ€™s been much too long since Iâ€™ve placed my fingers on the keyboard to communicate with you all. Those of you who contacted me to check on my absenceâ€”THANK YOU!! Knowing you enjoy reading about our adventures and that my words add to your day gives me such a feeling of accomplishment that I canâ€™t even describe it. So, what has kept me away? Itâ€™s a bit of an unpleasant story, but Iâ€™m cautiously optimistic for the coming days.
These past months, Iâ€™ve spent lying in bed or sitting in bed or hugging my toilet. My hair has fallen out in large amountsâ€”thankfully no bald spots! Iâ€™ve learned how to go to the ER in Sweden (a post for another day). And, frighteningly enough, the medication I was given for some of these issues resulted in uncontrolled facial spasms. Oh the indignity! Thankfully, I made it through (so far).
So, what is wrong with me? Am I dying??? No, Iâ€™m not dying. Am I terribly ill? Many would say Iâ€™m not even sick. No, Iâ€™m not sick.
Iâ€™m pregnant (Yippee!) Yes…it was planned 😛 Yesâ€¦I knew this could happenâ€”again.
As with my last pregnancy, I suffer from hyperemesis gravidarum (HG). According to this website only 1% of pregnant women suffer from this condition. That contrasts with the 70%-80% of women who experience some form of pregnancy related nausea (letâ€™s not kid ourselves and call it morning sickness). While HG is partially caused by rising human chorionic gonadotropin (hCG) levels during pregnancy, in some women HG causes hyperthyroidism. That can in turn increase the nausea. Iâ€™m one of those people. Itâ€™s not severe enough to require thyroid medication, but it does require lots of blood tests. I feel like a pin cushion! So far, Iâ€™ve been lucky and only lost a little over 6kg (13lbs) and I wasnâ€™t skinny to start off. I spoke with someone online this past week who lost over 20kg (upwards of 44lbs)!! Can you imagine that misery? I canâ€™t, and Iâ€™ve been miserable these past many weeks.
Thankfully, after trying several medications, the latest one at least allows me to eat white bread a few times a day, so that is good. Even better, an amazing friend helped me find a sympathetic midwife who I will begin seeing later this week. Knowing someone out there with medical expertise is watching out for you gives me so much relief. Once again, I have no words. Finally, and most importantly, despite my own misery, this baby seems to be quite healthy. If it is anything like the experience with my son, probably baby and mom will come out of this with no long term physical damage.
Experiencing something like this during pregnancy can be very isolating and upsetting. During a time when emotions are running high, being cooped up at home or alternately, having to venture into the world knowing you will be sick in public does not a happy woman make. A friend was kind enough to send me a link to HelpHer.Org and I discovered a wealth of useful information as well as forums where other women experiencing the same symptoms are available for advice and support. If you know anyone who is experiencing severe pregnancy nausea, please share the HelpHer site with her. There is nothing more demoralizing than being reassured that it is completely normal to be sick when you are pregnant. At a certain point it isnâ€™t normal and it helps to have that acknowledged.
Thanks for hanging through a very serious blog. If even one reader finds it helpful, I will know it was worth sharing.
Until next time…